Head spinning, more time and where do I go from here....

Did you ever have one of those days when you thought....hmm, I can do it all today! In reality, I don't even know where to get started. One word PRIORITIES! I really want to start a.....wait lets go back. My dream is to start a great blog, with wonderful pictures and lots of followers. I also have another dream of starting my own bakery. I love making cupcakes just as much as I love searching the web for blogs that have cupcakes in them. Oh, yes...one more dream. I would love to bake all these yummy recipes and 1. have them turn out just like the pictures 2. be able to eat them and not gain any weight 3. not feel guilty eating them! So as I sit here typing and wishing all of this would just magically come true.... reality sets in and I look around the room. Over there is laundry that needs to be put away, next the sweeper needs run. Oh, and I almost forgot I need would like to exercise today. Already this morning, I have spent so much time googling Medifast and Biggest loser diet at the same time looking at "My baking addiction" blog. Then in the back of my head thinking....would love to eat some lemon cupcakes. So here is my thing...can I have everything and be guilt free. Yesterday, was Easter and of course I over ate. I did however, make a scrumptious carrot cake. It has to be healthy right, after all it has carrots in it!! As I am sitting in church listening to the message on "JOY"....I am stunned that it mostly pertains to me. Amazing how that happens! Yes, I depend on food to give me the joy I am looking for..or should I say that I think that it does. Nevertheless, I must come to terms that I just can't eat as much as I would like. At least without spending my life on the treadmill 24/7. In my quest to make all of my dreams come true (I know with the help of God) I will attempt to start this blog. Hey, a dream has to start somewhere right? Just one thing how does anyone loose any weight when they are constantly baking....then again does anyone really care. Maybe the "joy" is something that is within each person...and if you are truly happy with who you are, then you have found all the joy you need! God is taking me on a journey....looking forward to the ride!